"I prayed last week for one simple thing for you... That your prays would be answered. A simple but honest pleading that all of your desires may come to pass." - Mom
"Your mom prayed in sacrament meeting today. It touched my heart. As she finished she choked up and said, "bless our missionaries with answers to their prayers." I for one add my faith to that sincere prayer for you all!" - A friend from the home ward (Yale Ward)
Thank you. Everyone who is praying for us. We are seeing this. Everything I have ever wanted is happening right before my eyes. It's overwhelming to see the evidence of God so blatantly before me.
I have seen the fruits of the Atonement. They are freeing, lifting, enabling, and so tangible. Everyone around us is changing, repenting, realizing that pure connection they have with their Father. They are being taught by the Spirit. Every time we see these people, they change. One powerful prayer when you realize someone is actually listening to you can change your life, it changed mine, it's changed the lives of plenty of people around me just this week.
I glory in God, I truly know that in Him I have the power to do all things. He can do anything.
I sat in my bed after praying this past week and took note at the full feeling I had in my heart. I had never taken the time to notice it before, but as I've been more aware of that, I've realized that it's something I feel all the time. It's this burning sensation that never leaves my chest. At times I feel it going through my entire SOUL (body and spirit). The Holy Ghost is a physical being, the soul is matter, because it fills me.
Chuck received the news that his son was diagnosed with MS. He opened his heart to God, felt him tangibly next to Him, then his prayers were answered the next day. When we visit him yesterday he leaned over to me and asked if it's ok to cry in your prayers, as a way of telling me that he's experiencing this power. I don't really know if his son really has MS or not, Heavenly Father knew it was an experience he needed to have to come closer to Him. Chuck is getting baptized Sept 12. He said "He's answered my prayers, it's about time I answer His." Linda, Chuck's wife, has been a member for as long as I've been alive waiting for her husband to make this decision. Heavenly Father has a timeline for each of us, and when it's our time, it's our time! The Spirit surpasses all understanding.
Sydney is off to Colorado.
With all that's in our schedule now, I feel like I am much better at prioritizing the important things. There isn't any time to teach people that aren't ready, I will find through the members and find with what little time we have, those who are prepared. People who are prepared are the people we are teaching. We had THREE DAYS dedicated to meetings and planning, plus PDAY, church, and exchange, I didn't spend any time in our area... YET I SAW SO MUCH HAPPEN IN THE TIME WE HAD. Really, we had maybe a few hours to proselyte this whole week. Time is so precious to me.
We gave four training's this week to the Augusta North and South Zones. We had SO MUCH TO COVER and half the time to cover it. We divided with the ZL's what we would train on, we were left with a bunch of topics that didn't go together at all... We ended up using the Song Called to Serve to bring them all together. We covered CLA's, Joseph Smith, social skills, church tours, and obedience ALL IN ONE. We sat for an hour trying to figure out how we were to do it, finally we dropped to our knees and prayed. After we prayed, Heavenly Father flooded us with revelation like we were standing under Niagra Falls. It came together so perfectly!! John Durham emailed me a cool quote last week that we wrote on a board and had them all sign at the end of the training. So. Cool.
Exchanges with Sister Kimball this week blew my mind. I love this sister so much. She came out one transfer ago, this is the first time she'd been in her own area alone. We worked HARD. It was nice to finally have time to go tracting! We invited 14 people to learn!! Sister Kimball and I took turns with everyone we saw. She handed out her first Book of Mormon!! She is incredible! I watched her grow in confidence as the day progressed. I think she realized that Heavenly Father really guides us in our planning, more than we know. She experienced that as she realized how He plans our schedule.
Chris and Jess are just straight from God. It's like He's opened my eyes to see His hand in EVERYTHING. They prayed together and read together as a family and progressed so much. Chris is agnostic, but I don't feel like he is anymore! It's quite incredible. Both of them are worried the other isn't going to be in it as much as the other is, but they are both just incredibly prepared. We plan on getting them a date on Saturday.
President Stoker came to church on Sunday to train our members (we are having a serious missionary kickoff with them during this 40 day fast). It was Chris's (Jess was at work, but she came for literally the first 15 minutes) first time staying for all three hours. He was just hanging with the branch, they LOVE THEM. They're more connected to the branch than they are to us, it was nice. President Stoker kept picking on him during the 3rd hour, asking him how he came in contact with us (people are shocked that we tract into them, it was awkward because President was teaching against that ha!). Keep in mind how incredible SHY Chris is! Jess is his mouthpiece. he was able to give the most open and sincere answers because he knew the whole entire congregation! It was unreal to see his real intent! THEY FEEL THE POWER OF GOSPEL PRINCIPLES!! I was scared because they were so new, and here we were talking all about how they came to be at church, missionary work. I was nervous. The Spirit surpassed my understanding as I prayed, that all would be ok. We do missionary work because of love, when we really come to understand charity, we will then share the Gospel.
Christ overcame all sin and temptation in His life because He understood love (Sister Westling taught me this). He has given us the Gospel to acquire Christ-like attribute to combat our weakness (not weaknesses - Ether 12:27) The greatest opposition we receive is the battle between the natural man, and our divine nature.
Do I even start with how much I love Sister Westling?? She helped me flip my first, unburned pancake on our nonfunctional frying pan. It just doesn't work! I cooked my own beans from a BAG, made Cafe Rio dressing (I am trunkie for one thing, and that is Cafe Rio), and today am making butter from raw milk (love New England farms), and a sourdough bread starter.
I'm starting to attribute a lot of the joy I feel and growth I'm seeing in myself to the scripture memorization. Being diligent with it and memorizing a scripture every day since January 1st hasn't been easy, but it's been so worth it. Every time I memorize a scripture it becomes a PART OF ME. I say this because I hope that if you are struggling spiritually, you might try it. Virtue will always garnish your thoughts if whenever you have an open moment you are memorizing a scripture... scriptures come into your heart by the power of the Holy Ghost, so then you can speak with the power of the Holy Ghost.
I think what's really happening is that my eyes are being opened to see the hand of the Lord. He is more involved in our lives than we will ever know. Nothing will surprise us more than to see our Father someday and how much we recognize Him, and hopefully how similar we are. I know that when I see Him, my relationship will be much stronger than when I left His presence. I know that I left His presence to come here to learn and grow, and to learn what Heaven is like. I feel like I know what Heaven feels like.
Love,
Sister Morgan